Having lost you to death may have been easier as the year rolls by..but its most certainly harder coming up to the anniversary and every milestone without you. You will forever loved and missed

As the memorial of your passing draws near, it gets me in such a difficult mood. November, my birth month that I also share with baby J has become a mixed bag for me. This should get easier as the year rolls by but no, I find myself welling up today with tear stringing my face. Surely, you have left a terrible vaccum that no one can ever replace. I miss you voice, I miss that I can no longer hear you call to wish me happy birthday. I know its selfish of me to feel this way knowing what you passed through on your last days. I feel a bit better however that you no longer are in pain but that you now resting. May you continue to rest in God's perfect peace and love, Amen

Thank you for setting up this memorial to patience peter. We hope that you find it a positive experience developing the site and that it becomes a place of comfort and inspiration for you to visit whenever you want or need to.

I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.